December 2010
Pretentious internet people.
2011 goalzzzz
1. quit my shitty job 2. find a job that isn’t as shitty as my shitty job 3. write more 4. read more 5. paint more 6. leave for an extended period of time 7. keep on trying everything I’ve yet to try 8. buy a car 9. try not to be so annoyed over people 10. try not to be so annoyed by outcomes 11. think of more goals
Oh, you know
Gettin my Jeremy Renner on, watchin The Town.
So my grandma was transferred to the ALS clinic in San Francisco. Mom just left and I should have went with her. I’m thinking about quitting my job because all of this bullshit is so fucking trivial. My family drives me fucking insane but they also aren’t ever going to be more important than any person in my life, even myself. A job isn’t ever going to be more important than them...
“When all else fails, there’s always delusion.”
– Conan O’Brien (via baddie)
“I don’t want the world. I only want what I deserve.”
– Beth Ditto (via heyfatchick)
spitz
A little more “I don’t give a fuck” everyday.
mmmmmmmm black swan
Ultimate
Yes it’s 4 in the morning. I’m sorry. But a dream woke me. What kind of dream? The kind that has Casey Affleck, Joaquin Pheonix and Alexander Skarsgard. Drunk. On a beach. At night. Protecting me from a giant man-sized duck. Or a man dressed as a duck. Back to bed.
Fuck you too, asshole.
Watching
BBC version of Narnia. Because a CGI beaver is no match for a man in a beaver suit.
I don’t know what’s worse: holding on or giving up.
480?
Someone keeps calling me with a 480 area code only they call with a different number each time. Slightly annoying. Oh, and Alexander Skarsgard has been in way too many of my dreams lately. Thanks Generation Kill!
God I just want to win once. Since when is feeling this way fucking terrible?
Fucking Bullshit.
you can't hold the hand of a Rock and Roll man
the more and more I get into this lane of thinking, the more and more civilization seems completely ridiculous. I realized today whilst in conversation that the only reason I never did ANY of what Ive been wanting to do since I was twenty is one of two things: 1.) Bad timing and 2.) social wrong-doing. So wtf. Three months ago I had over six hundred dollars in my bank account ready. And what...
Toro y Moi - Minors
Laying in bed, thinking about shrooms.
Consumerism is driving me insane, I just want to work amongst trees.
“That’s the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if...”
– J. D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye (1951)
